Keeping the faith..

Am currently in a phase of my life where i have absolutely no faith in myself to take the right decision. It is exactly the same case in my personal life as it is in my professional. Since its the same me who is affected in both the scenarios, i guess it makes sense that it is connected.

Days are running by me. I keep myself so occupied and surrounded by friends(Thank u god for all the good friends i have been blessed with!!), i never get time for introspection or to stop for a moment and think what exactly do i do to change my path?!

Should i just wait and watch what future has in store for me? But, isnt that a loser's attitude. To stop trying to change my life. Waiting and watching never made anyone succesful. I see success stories all around me. But, when is my story gonna be a success? I want many things from life, but its all just beyond my arm's reach.

There is no one i can turn to, no one can take my life's decisions for me. I wish i knew what the right decision was. But, you always realize that only in retrospection.

I have been praying for a change for the past few months now. And, a change is definitely going to happen in 2 weeks. I keep reminding myself that whatever happens..happens for a reason.. but is it always a good reason??.. well.i just need to hang onto my faith.